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| it's been a hellish fight to not think about you all the time. sitting around waiting for your call.
Fine time to fake a seizure Feel your mouth on mine,when i fall down, i'll fall apart.I'll come down to get you high. or maybe sing you a lullaby. sing you to sleep, a sleep you'll never wake from. sing you to coma so to speak.I can't believe my heart's still pounding;and we passed out in each other's arms, both admitting we'd never felt better. Never felt so warm, but awoke in each other's eyes, without wearing a stitch of clothing.It seems like it's been so long since we kissed through the darkness, until it was dawn.Take your wings outside, No use for them in here. Bad luck to open inside, work like umbrellas, like a broken mirror. You came to me like a dream, the kind that always leaves.
Just as the best part starts, it ends so abruptly. It’s kinda funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone. Oh my sweet darling happiness you've been away from me all along. I lied my face off when i said that i would be okay. it's never fine when you go away. these cuts run deep. these scars are permanent and always on display. this makes things difficult for me.I've got a song stuck in my head, one that I miss more than my bed.Pleading, please just go away. I can't take another day of this.I heard everybody's voice cut out when you spoke.And I watched all the lights go dim when your eyes opened. Ohhhh Mr.Skiba, I love your words:) Oh so fitting for 99% of my moods:):D
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|  Liam's mouth, he was talking:) MONEY SHOT!!! Definately a boy. He's probably going to have his mommy's lips and daddy's chin like aidin.
 Thats our baby boy#2:)
These are the pictures from the ultrasound:) 20wks today,due 25 mar 10. Jason was so excited to hear we were having another boy even though we wanted a girl. Im very happy though, bub will have a playmate who isnt in dresses all day Lol. Two thayer men to raise, heaven help me:) | | |
|  The one on the left is Me and the right is Aidin. We're both 13 months old. Similiar? I THINK SO!! | | |
| I heard this song from a friend. Its fitting for a parent who has lost their child to this war. I warn you, its sad. Please though, Go to youtube and listen to the song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8CrW6b9aU7A For anyone who has lost a family member,friend,spouse or anyone to the wars, whether past or present please,say a little prayer for them and all of our soldiers,sailors,airmen,and marines fighting the current war. Every step I take
Takes me farther from you
Every move I make
Reminds me that I'll always love you
Since you were a child
We've built our lives around you
Now how am I supposed to live
In this world we made without you
Sometimes late at night
I go to the field
Is that where you are?
Are you a shooting star?
Can you say my name?
Darling can you hear me?
Tell me where's your heart?
Now that it's stopped beating
It's right here
It's right here
It's right here
When you joined the war
We were so proud of you
You seem so grown up
Livin' life the way we taught you
Then your first letter came
It sounded nothin' like you
It took all my strength
To keep myself from runnin' to you
And it will always be
Until the sun dries the ocean
And you will always be
My little one
If I was the president
If I was that man
I would walk out with those kids out across the sand
If I was the president
If I was that brave
I would take a shovel then dig each child their grave
If I was the president
If (my world) turned black
I would want no victory
I'd just want you back
I don't want no victory
I just want you back | | |
| Cant sleep. Had an awful nightare last night about my little sister being attacked by a 'z'creature. It was a short nightmare BUT a creeptastic one none the freaking less. UGH. So much for in bed by a decent hour | | |
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